Stupid Girl
You are so afraid to be alone, so stay with someone you don’t really love. Don’t come and complain to me about how he controls you, how he suffocates you and how he is a “fatherly” boyfriend. You just turn around and stay with him anyway. He’s a 28-year-old unemployed man who is doesn’t want to grow up and he’s your boyfriend. You tell me that you don’t want to plan things in the future and that you don’t want to be tied down. But then you plan on moving in with him and let him know when it’s ok to marry you. I don’t understand you and I don’t think I ever will.
You just bought a couch for your future apartment with him when you still live here and you have another year of college and who knows what will happen after that. You just bought furniture for your future with a man who doesn’t even have a job. You bought a couch… a couch for a life that doesn’t even exist yet and probably never will…
You tell me you are in love with him. Yeah, you’re in love with the whole damn world.
You fall in love far too quickly and you make excuses when you know they aren’t right for you. All because you don’t want to be alone. You think this is it. This is forever but it’s not. You are so young still. Who knows what could happen in the future.
It makes me sad to watch you go through these things because I know they will end badly. No one can tell you anything though. No one can tell you what they see because in your eyes, no matter how bad things get, you have someone to hold you at night and it’s “perfect.”
You’re stupid. You don’t even know what you want to do with your life, but you’re going to plan it all around him. Stupid.
Make your mistakes. I’m going to sit back and watch. Good luck.
